The main reason I havent updated is im lazy but another reason is my laptop broke. the screen goes black after being on it for about ten minutes. also the memory wont save like if i delete a file of my computer next time you turn it on its back. so im using my parents computer but there on it alot so i can get on when i wish.

Tattoo's
so since i cant get on the computer ive been drawing alot i made up three tattoo designs two i wish to get. One is gonna be a heart thats in black and white then i want a ribbon wraping around it that says "may my orgains fail before my dreams." the second one i want is of the sayingg beauty is more than flesh and i want a moth next to it since moths arent exactaly beautiful like normally people get butterflys. the third design which i dont wanna get but like is of a rose thats all black and white ecept for the petals and it has a ribbon wrapping around it that says "love is the red of the rose on your coffin door."

Sketch book
I also started making a sketch book just for me. what it is made of is quotes and songs and poems all about self-harm. i type up the words and cut them out and paste them in my sketch book. then i design or draw a background.its not a very cheery book but it helps me alot like everytime i feel the urge to cut i just make another page. I have not cut once since i started making this book.

Anime
Since my laptops broken itsa hard for me to watch it but still im trying. that also depends though on if i can find it. this summer i wish to catch up or finish Bleach, Soul Eater, Eureka 7, Trinity Blood, and Shugo Chara. So far ive finished black cat, simoun, and i got caught back up to naruto. I wanna cosplay SO bad i hate my mom i got invited to goto AFO for a whole weekend for free. but she said no I wanted to kill her!!!

Kingdom Hearts
The new one for the DS comes out in less than two months. trust me I will be at the midnight release. I LOVE THOSE GAMES!!!!!!!!!!! I wanna cosplay as sora so bad it would be epic...

16
So in less then tree months ill be 16. woot!!! hopefully i can find a job then get money to pay for my cosplays. also in febuary which is like six months from now i can drive!!!!! I acctualy dont want a party for my birthday all i want is my tounge pierced but my moms not gonna let me so i probably am not doing anything.

Movies
so recently ive been going to the movies alot my absolute favorite was underworld rise of the lycian. i love these movies ive seen all of them and i watch this one the day it came out there trully amazing. this movie did make me cry though most of the movies really sad.the new x-men orgians movie i HATED. i couldnt believe the ending i just wanted to scream at him he completely forgot about the girl he loved and just left her there. Shitty ending!!!!!! the new star trek movie was also good but VERY sad i cried in literally the first 5 minutes. i thought i wouldnt like this movie cause i hadnt seen any of the others so i wouldnt know what was going on but it wasnt like that at all. it was a good movie with a good story line and you didnt have to see the other movies to understand it which i liked. I saw the new transformers and all i have to say is it was way to long halfway through i was like when does it end and i hated how they tried to make the girl look so hot in that move no offence to her but i think shes ugly. then the last movie ive seen was harry potter. i didnt like this one as much as the others really the only important thing that happened was dumbldore died. seriously that was it voldemort wasnt even in this movie.

well i think thats it i might update again later cause theres alot more i can say but right now i want food so peace out!